Success is definitely a nice thing to share but what if its a failure? Does it really worth sharing? You know it’s quite hard but still, I’d like to share this with you.
Thirty days ago, I started this challenge and aim to lose at least 3 kilos. And 30 days had passed, as I weigh myself again (which I do weekly), disappointed as I didn’t lose any pounds. What’s worse is, I think I gain a little more pounds! I have to be honest but this is too disappointing… 😦
I looked back on my previous posts… It’s been years that I started aiming to lose weight and reach my desired body weight which is also should just be my normal weight. And yet, it just like a ball, just keep on bouncing back again and again. There must be something wrong with how I do it. Could be my mindset? My motivation? Dedication? Or lack of belief? Whatever it is, I will keep on searching until I find the best approach for me. What I’m sure is, I’m not giving up!
However, despite this disappointing result, I’m still trying to figure out what good things I got from this challenge. And I think, what’s good about it is I got to at least maintain my weight and avoid gaining a lot compared to if I’m not aiming anything, I might became careless with what my I eat and unconsciously develop an unhealthy living which may ended up to something even worst.
By the first day of June, I will start a 30-day challenge again. This time, more seriously… Have to figure out a new approach.